why I keep avoiding others who try to approach me without giving a chance to know them better? And after that I keep regretting but anyway I do it again

I searched for chat rooms in the past (1 or 2 years ago) because I was lonely and bored and it wasn't quite good experience as the one to one chat wasn't really insightful
But today I was searching for deep talks and I found this site on top of the suggestions
So I had to register once again

@Mr-H
Thank you for your reply
I can really relate to both reasons, I usually tend to calculate and find the end result that how my brain mostly work which is quite perfect for my studies but not in relationships with people around me
I just hope that I could find a balance..

@Mr-H
Thank you for your reply
I can really relate to both reasons, I usually tend to calculate and find the end result that how my brain mostly work which is quite perfect for my studies but not in relationships with people around me
I just hope that I could find a balance..

why I keep avoiding others who try to approach me without giving a chance to know them better? And after that I keep regretting but anyway I do it again

I searched for chat rooms in the past (1 or 2 years ago) because I was lonely and bored and it wasn't quite good experience as the one to one chat wasn't really insightful
But today I was searching for deep talks and I found this site on top of the suggestions
So I had to register once again

I believe that everything in order to exist have to have something equivalent opposite to it
So if there is good indeed there is evil
While the definition may vary according to different contexts or status we need to define evil with, also ones may have different views and what I see evil another may see good
But ultimately the undisputed matters that considered evil for me are sickness and stubidity and I think stupidity is the most evil because it's not only harming you also others
And how I define stupid; is ANYTHING DISTURBING & DAMAGING