I'm feeling so depressed, I can hardly face another day.
The person I love doesn't love me. It's obvious even when they don't say it.
It's hard facing the truth and I know I should move on, but I can't.
It's always been like that. I give my all and get nothing in return. Makes me feel worthless.
There's no more will to get up and try again. I've done it so many times.
My heart is broken beyond repair, it won't heal again, I know it. I just know it's useless now.
Virtually anything can make me cry at random times.
I can't sleep, I don't feel hungry, I can't smile anymore.
I just want to love and be loved, but it feels like it is impossible for me.
Thoughts of death running through my head, of running away and getting lost.
Where do I go? Into the forest, up the mountain...and never come back down...I am going crazy.
I just want release, from this pain and this world.
Wish I could have a friend to tell this to, but I have no one.
Every time I try to overcome this sorrow, I hit another wall.
I'm going through the motions, but it's so hard to even breathe.
I honestly don't know what to do, but to write this on here.
What a sad life this is. Maybe I should just give up already.
I'm sure things would be better if I wasn't here anymore.