@Anonymōus What do you mean by it's worse. Like in what way?

@Eesha2197 I feel like I need to go to boarding school to
a. get away from my parents
b. go to a better school because mine sucks ass
c. because i dont want to see the same people every day but thats kind of synonymous to the first one

should i go to boarding school

So for context, around 2 years ago, I decided to go to boarding school, at the time, the relationship between my parents and I wasn't great. My father would beat me, belittle me, and make me feel like I was nothing. Mother wouldn't make it any better. She would block my phone constantly with no explanation or reason. She drowned me in tutors without my consent, and if I ever tried to talk to any of them, they would find a way to stab me in the back with it over, and over, and over again. This led me to trying to kill myself. 2 years later I have ADHD, depression, anxiety, anger management issues and in therapy, with an alcohol addiction and a porn addiction. But I digress. In those past 2 years I have done absolutely everything in my power to get into good boarding schools but my parents keep throwing obstacles at me. Whether it's harmful words, more tutoring, more drugs or less freedom, they always find a way to make my life miserable. I also have a sister. I often told myself that at least she loved me so I learned to love her back in return. But I'm not going to lie, I have a pretty low bar and she's passing it. Anyways last night my family asked me a very simple question: Why do you want to go to boarding school? I think I might finally have an answer to that. Because for my entire life you have made me feel stupid, you have made me feel insignificant and broke me down while I try to pick up the pieces. You were too lazy to believe in me and too stupid to realize that I was in pain. You have failed as parents, so I am going to go somewhere where hopefully they can do a better job than you to raise me. So this is a fuck you for all of the times you have made me want to jump off a fucking cliff because you made me feel like shit. So my question to you is should I go to boarding school?