You know what? I get it. I'm in a very similar spot. I just turned 20 and I have never really had a good relationship with my mother, in fact, so bad that I moved out as soon as possible. My grandmother basically raised me, and my mom lived there the whole time, but she never really felt like a "mom" to me (dad isn't in the picture and I don't really care) . I'm on my own now and honestly I started seeing older woman as attractive and looking at milf stuff and similar topics. Let me be the first to say that I don't find my mother attractive at all, but there is definitely something I am looking for. Maybe it's "mommy issues" but I don't know. Just kinda just wanting female attention and contact. Seems rough. My name is Jay, and if you think we share something and you want to talk it through, go ahead, I'm always open. Maybe we'll get somewhere.

You know what? I get it. I'm in a very similar spot. I just turned 20 and I have never really had a good relationship with my mother, in fact, so bad that I moved out as soon as possible. My grandmother basically raised me, and my mom lived there the whole time, but she never really felt like a "mom" to me (dad isn't in the picture and I don't really care) . I'm on my own now and honestly I started seeing older woman as attractive and looking at milf stuff and similar topics. Let me be the first to say that I don't find my mother attractive at all, but there is definitely something I am looking for. Maybe it's "mommy issues" but I don't know. Just kinda just wanting female attention and contact. Seems rough. My name is Jay, and if you think we share something and you want to talk it through, go ahead, I'm always open. Maybe we'll get somewhere.

Totally, I'm insanely bored. I'd love to just talk. It would be nice.