@pafin said in Should I get a knife and kill myself already?:
I wanna choke myself to death. id love to do that but, every time asphyxiation makes me realize that im doing a mistake...why should "I" suffer because of them? and my hands automatically stops.
It sounds like the way you're doing it will never work so keep doing the same thing
But the vituperation they does is so fucking nasty that it kills me from inside each time.
What do people tell you?
How many more time i have to die??
Uhm, do you even English bruh? Live and see another day and eventually things will get better
why cant i run away from this place?
You can, probably. How old are you?
Cuz the frustration and detestation inside me for them is expanding even more.
WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY, WANT HELP? SAY WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM
I want to eliminate them or wreck their existence.
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
"I want to see their dead face, sleeping forever."
/: WHO?
Wish the fire of hell blaze up their body and they cries for mercy.
Yo hell doesn't exist and you're going a bit too far with this... WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
Though those terrorizing memories they gave me are not even close to this. They should tolerate even more!
Hey that's some extreme shit, care to explain why you're wishing so much suffering on other people?
The only way to see me smiling from the bottom of my heart is to see them dead.
Yo at this point this is just getting annoying. Did i just open an old brail Chinese book with half the pages missing on a random page? CAN YOU BE MORE FUCKING SPECIFIC
But, Oops!..im changing again.. i dont care anymore the bullshit they says, i really dont give a fuck anymore.
Really? Cuz you definitely sounded like you care very very much, did it take 3 min for you to flip?
everything matters to me is friends.
COOL. Now LIVE for THEM
But the way they deceived me is revolting.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFDFRRFD CAN YOU BE ANYMORE VAGUE
Thinking of that makes me feel nauseous. I only had them in my life.
You can find better ones
But R.I.P. cuz they betrayed me badly.
R.I.P. to who? WHO?