@XxPøppîngBõbaxX you must realize, this might sound like babble but my dreams never make much sense but they have an underlying theme in the end.
so i was in charge of having a train cross a high narrow bridge high up in the mountains and i was at the end of the bridge and gesturing with my hands to have the train advance slowly forward. keep in mind, it is cold and snowing. i have it inching across . there are other workers helping me then they decide to leave or take a break and walk away. so i am by myself with this train. it is now all on me to get this across. well. eventually somethign happens and the train tips sideways and falls off that bridge. the whole damn thing is lost. i didnt do a thing to cause it. accident. but my boss comes out and takes me in the office and tells me this happened on my watch and i am done, fired, and to leave. and as i leave, begging for one last chance...i tell him violently to FO....now makse sense of that shit? that dream prob went on for 2 hrs