I don't think I have a definite vocation...
I just want to live this life to my satisfaction with a minimum of problems.
🤔 my head is in outer space meanwhile my body is still working this reports (i guess)
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The time when I wrote this, I just saw economic update and several painful stories for most of Indonesian fellas these past two months. Ever since this first month of 2020, I got a lot of surprise, related with jobs and families. Two of my cousins will get married this year after they met “the one”, even my ex-gf already engaged (lol). Most of my fellas and relatives may think that this year is a great abundance with their intentions and feel proud in front of me with their “greatness” and “achievements”. I can say a little bit show off when they said they are the greatest among the great one.
Around 3 months after this, I just saw all of their updates/comments/rants about this pandemic illness around the world. Most of them lost their jobs coz of instability cost, most of company facing their ending stories, most of employee felt regret with all of their unappreciated dedications, then they got mass layoff situations. Some of relatives who underestimate me right after that graduations suddenly text me as if nothing happened in the past. I think my traditions raised me very well to treat them better.
How about some of them who planned to marry someone this year? I guess they also have their karmas with their stories, they need a little bit long time to get married this year (if they still believe about their marriage). This bring me to the time when I declared that I am afraid of commitment and I am even a virgin, they did laugh me with dramatic ending, “divorced” and “separation”, the time i did smile like a fool who believe that if it meant to be with you, it will be with you. Marriage is just an evidence in a piece of paper, it is not something that you should proud of.
Reality is quite harsh somehow; this life is unfair, I guess. Can I live in TWS only btw? Like common things, life is unpredictable and furious journey you can’t expect.
Argh i guess i have to play another game this night.
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I don't know what I say to you.
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@Celiaaaa sleep my little sist. You are too green to understand that 😏
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@Horny-18 That's how life is.
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@Nibba-18 Too long, not reading this
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@Nibba-18 😜😜😜
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@Vlad20 hm, 🤔
I think nobody asked you to read..
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@Nibba-18 Just a comment
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@Vlad20
