i can be v your friend I'm 46
I speak the truth and nothing but the truth
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@Karina-Kara Yes. But I am asking for a chance. Hear me out for once.
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@Karina-Kara
btw, its a joke
I live life just to feel good, nothing more or less.
Thats my ultimate conclusion for me after knowing so much
I happily hold logic cynicism nihilism together and I'm as deep as i have ever been -
@briankaranja
It goes far deeper then you would like to imagine it.
You wanted to crawl into the rabbit hole, then finish already what you have started!
Or are you afraid of what you will find in the end? -
@Karina-Kara
uh I'm afraid of crawling- almost kms doing so.
perception of life is perception of soul and im bipolar depressed and adhd so you can guess how great life is for me HA -
@Karina-Kara
Yes I'm male poussy. I actually had no idea that there was an 'end' - an absolute 0 you can taste during life. Isn't that death? Isn't that complete oneness whereby everything makes sense? -
@briankaranja
And i can boast with my Psychopathy, Psychosis, Multiple personality disorder, Halluzinations, self-destruction and suicidal thoughts but we won't be coming any closer to the end.
Face it or end it.
That is how i "live" this "life".
I won't quit that easily only because my body is slowly shutting down, my heartache is crippling me or because life is not easy for me. I am still doing this. And you should too. -
@Karina-Kara said in I speak the truth and nothing but the truth:
live" this "life".
I won't quit that easily only because my body is slowly shutting down, my heartache is crippling me or because life is not easy for me. I am still doingheyyyyy I forgot to mention those too-
Your body is your mind...? so your mind is your body- your thoughts brought your 'mental ilnessess' actually- they are the same thing (possibly not but there is a link)Well fear is keeping me safe to keep death in due time. I'm now disciplining myself daily to make sure death isn't as bad as i think it is
BTW- like i said, i only live for good times and chaos probability makes sure good times pop up now and then whether you like it or not!
I mean is there anything more? whats at the end of the rabbit hole? -
@briankaranja
The truth. And the truth is the key to escape this hell once and for all. -
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@Karina-Kara
Is it like a cleche statement which won't make sense at all unless you walk the talk- cuz i had plenty of those- you have something else? -
@briankaranja
How do i explain it?
You need to get rid of your fears and face the truth. The way it is. Not sugarcoating. No sweet lies.
Only the ugly, bitter truth. Nothing else.
And only after knowing it all you should act.
Because that is how you avoid doing mistakes that you might regret later on in the end. -
@Karina-Kara
Isn't truth just a notion backed by evidence?
what's up with "the"- there are plenty of "the truths"
I can be honest and tell you my notion of reality has quite alot of flaws in making me happy -
@Karina-Kara
damn its fun, I just joined this thing and i find people discussing fun shit like this
- I have had 1 friend irl who i talked anything like this to - its hard to find ppl like this
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@briankaranja
I'm here and i won't leave this place so fast. So "enjoy" it while you are here.
You are correct. There are multiple truths on the way. But all originate from "the one" that was from the very beginning.
And we need to find it. Like some dumb childish adventure where you find a chest filled with worthless gold coins in the end. -
Sorry for random self facts - just excited [sorry again]
That really sounded like me when I was off meds-
I always had headaches trying to figure the meaning of pain
Isn't the truth so simple that it makes you sick?
I need a bit of help here -that'd be great -
@Karina-Kara
Is it fine if I message you? My intentions are pure so to speak - I just don't want to keep refreshing and scrolling down and fucks sake -
@briankaranja
Hey, i will try my "best" to help out other lost causes. Lost causes just like me.
But all is not lost if we all stick and stay together.
And sure, why not.
Haha, "fucks" is not getting redacted. -
@Karina-Kara said in I speak the truth and nothing but the truth:
@briankaranja
Hey, i will try my "best" to help out other lost causes. Lost causes just like me.
But all is not lost if we all stick and stay togethercheers
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@Karina-Kara
wait how does it work, I can't seem to message -
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