Going through the same thing, didn't know I could hurt like this, didn't know someone I love and given my all to could make me feel this way. Who do I turn to when the man that was supposed to always be there, that promised forever and vowed to love me forever my best friend decides they don't feel the same as you do anymore. What do I do with this pain and heart break, how do I make sense of this. Because nothing makes sense and I've never felt so alone.
For all the people that wanna commit suicide
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@g-a Thatโs not at all what Iโm saying. Yes, it does have to do somewhat with the people that you are around, but it also matters mainly on your mindset. The way that you think plays a big role in this. Weโve all been through a lot. We all have a story, but this doesnโt mean that we suicide because of something that happened to us.
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@kat_15
well they're taking too damn long to show up. I've been waiting my whole life, and nobody fits that bill, unless they're a stalker hiding from me and secretly in love with me...and why didn't I get love as a child when my brothers did? was it because I'm not her biological kid? Why have I still not found a job. Why do most people tell me to grow up that mental illness is as fake as celebrities boobs? I could go on and on...
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Why did god put you down on earth? Because he knew that you have a good soul and will be blessed. Why would god ever put people down here for no reason? Think about all the people that could be here today, right now. But, itโs you. People lose their kids right when theyโre born. But you still lived.
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@humanbean89 oh, i feel ya about the rejected application and i am sorry to hear that. But you know, after i got around 26 official rejection letter from well-known companies, almost 309 all of my application to companies was unknown and i think it was rejected, around 65 times attended the job interview, i never thought to end up my life. You know, somehow we dont get what we want but we get what we need. So, just accept all of rejection and move on. Everycloud has a silver lining. Just dont give up and be strong.
About your ungrateful life, seriously i dont want to cheer you up because all you need right now is not "good and beautiful words", you need friends. I ever had in such situations, i know what you feel and i understand. I am sorry to hear that. I dont want to offend you more with my words but allow me to say i wish you have a speedy recovery. It does not mean when you have a bad life in your past life, you will be a bad person in a future. Life is on your hand, just embrace yourself, be strong and move on. You will be mature enough to face the world after all of your terrible stories be your good learning :) -
@kat_15 Kat, i wish you dont feel depressed right now. I get the point and i understand.
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@g-a Lol okay good
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@Kat_15
what if you were aged out of the foster system, live in a homeless shelter of sorts, have no family or friends, and haven't been able to get a job in over 9 years and your in your 30s?
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@chewbecca06 Hey, I understand how you feel. It sounds horrible when you say it like that though. Donโt think negative. Your whole life is based on your thoughts and if you think negatively, the negative things are going to happen. Think positive and stay safe! ๐
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@Katherinee ok ๐๐
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@Jeoff9998 SO I WRITE A WHOLE ESSAY AND ALL I GET IS โOk ๐โ
ARE YOU FOOKIN SERIOUS
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@Katherinee maybe ๐๐๐
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@Jeoff9998
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@Katherinee ooof ๐๐
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@Jeoff9998 Major OOF ๐ ๐
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@Katherinee ooof major smirk
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@Jeoff9998 Major major smirk ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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@Katherinee ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ Imma compulsive smirker ๐๐๐๐๐
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@Jeoff9998 Well Iโm the smirk Kween ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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@Katherinee well i wanna kill my account Kat :)