@Elwin This was posted a week ago, just wanted to check on u, r u ok? And i completely understand how u feel, bc i feel the same way. I recommend u tell someone u trust. It doesnt need to be an adult, just a friend knowing what ur going through and having ur back is already so much better than being isolated.
Longass vent regardring the hatred I have for myself and my life
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@AnIndividual Can I take a moment to thank you, sincerely, for sharing yourself with us in such a way? After all that you have been through it is a testament to the strength you don't even realise you have that you are still here.
You have an incredible level of self-awareness in some ways, and it is heartbreaking that you don't see how much worth you actually have.
I'm not going to tell you what to do or how to live, but I will say that if you need a friend to talk to then you can message me at any time.
Hang in there, and try to get that help you needed years ago asap.
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@AnIndividual and i thought my life was bad
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@mikeJB I'm trying to stay positive, hah... I am still young, so I guess I still have time...somehow...to turn it around.
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@AnIndividual i do have some advice i can give.....
next time....PARAGRAPHS! :)
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@mikeJB Haha, wrote this in Microsoft Word (where I had paragraphs) and copied it here... where the paragraphs apparently disappeared.
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@AnIndividual kinda long to read.. pm me and lets discuss this
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@Pick_a_chuchu Can't PM you because you have restricted your messages apparently
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@AnIndividual there i added u
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"the things we go through make us stronger"
they also are allowed by God so that we can then help someone going through the same hell and heartache. they will listen to you more since you already have been there and have credentials. my take anyway. people think God talks to them in dreams and they wait for miracles from the sky. no. he speaks THROUGH THOSE AROUND YOU. and the miracle is you listening and getting something out of it to then change your life. then your change can motivate another
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@mikeJB I am not religious and I don’t think there is any greater purpose in suffering, but thanks.
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@AnIndividual Girl you should be asleep!
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@AnIndividual we suffer because He suffered. good day
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@AnIndividual oh my, now I read it all, well if you want my PMs are open, mine and of some of the guys here
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@AnIndividual said in Longass vent regardring the hatred I have for myself and my life:
I'm trying to stay positive, hah... I am still young, so I guess I still have time...somehow...to turn it around.
You do, and plenty of it. Just gotta surround yourself with the right people, ones who won't try to take advantage and who will encourage you.
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@AnIndividual follow me, gotta help u