Hi all
I am having bad today. I received abusing messages from my landlord. He is alcoholic and smoking cannabis. i am clean person and I am trying to be nice to him. I am cleaning my room weekly I am cleaning bathroom (only I), I am cleaning floor in hole house. He never sees all these staff just complaining if I do something wrong.
I also had supervision with my team leader yesterday. She told me that some my patient complained about me. I have breached confidentiality. It was verbal message to patient mobile phone. I cannot prove otherwise. This is my contract job and expire in September. i am looking for new job. i had some very good job interviews. However, my Team leader is my referee.
Are you a good person? Or Are you a bad person? Or Are you a fuckboii?
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@nousername A lot of us don't know who we really are. We see each other in a different light constantly. We are good, we are bad, we are both at times. Why does it actually even matter? You are who you are.
I am real, being honest, like I am normally. I don't know how I see myself. Some days I wake up feeling like I'm useful, some days I feel like I should just fall away.
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@nousername if you are kek then eat a dick
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@alwaysstranger I hope I'm not that bitch. But, you really think that?
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@nousername that's something kek would say...¯_(ツ)_/¯
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You guys are right. It is us who matter. The world doesn't. Its about what we think of ourselves not others. I feel now more enlightened.
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i watch live leak school shootings and massacres when im bored. i dream of torturing people. dw, im currently visiting a psychologist.
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@iammarcus You're not special.
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@iammarcus You are clearly fucking stupid.
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@nousername ikr
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@kanuna Not gonna lie. I agree with you for once.
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@kanuna yeah i know. im sorry for speaking about how i feel in a room where you should talk about who you are. i regret what i have done, my king.
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@iammarcus Oh. This is gonna get lovely if this happens. Kanuna and Marcus sitting on a tree, K I S S I N G.
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@nousername ok im sorry, it was kinda dickish for me to say that. the reason i do so is because i have no friends and i need to express it somehow
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@iammarcus said in Are you a good person? Or Are you a bad person? Or Are you a fuckboii?:
i watch live leak school shootings and massacres when im bored. i dream of torturing people. dw, im currently visiting a psychologist.
Me too. I'm not joking. It's normal. You're not alone
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@iammarcus I'm sorry you feel like you have to fit in with the smart people.
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@alwaysstranger thanks, dude
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@iammarcus i watch those vids to build a thick skin. Doing stuff like that builds character
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Frankly speaking, I don't "watch" stuff to build character. I do it.
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@alwaysstranger yeah, i even once went outside in the rain in mid-october in barely any clothes and just fell asleep. there is something calming about doing weird stuff
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@iammarcus it's true. The more weird stuff you do WHILE trying as hard as you di to not care what people think the more you lower your anxiety and become extra stoic