Wow thats crazy! Mines is when i was a kid me and my cousin loved to play fighting games but i always win because i would kick his balls until he cried😑
In reality from this fairy tale word love. We just want love because we cant love ourselves and we expect someone to give it to us. And if we not get that kind of love that we want we get disappointed and complain. A relationship works only when there is no expectations and each individual is working on himself/herself. It just require one right person who treats us right, is emotionally mature and a little understanding and deterministic and works on themselves. And boom u have a good peaceful and successful life. and I think its my prespective that everyone has a romantic, childish side deepdown it just needs that right person to see. So just be that person.
Thats a good start Jay, you need to get far away from anything that excites you to drink, that includes your circle. Start going to gym this will keep you busy and health conscious. Surround yourself with people who help you build yourself.
You need to be strong and either leave or talk to your partner about the mental abuse. It will only get worse if not. Love take work and communication. You need to feel appreciated.
@Peek_A_Boom like what you requested earlier in pub chat made sense ? You Said : TM do you have a number of someone living in us ? I wanna call the us police from UK !! Hahahaha 😂😂