@rubennotroben Thank you for your advises. You are kind.
Someone a fallen leaf or someone against the tide and drowning or someone waiting for unknown tomorrow without giving up or someone who just wants to keep moving or someone who is so tired already on his journey to eternity? - I don't know, complicated.
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Japanese Samurai movie?
Any of you like Japanese Samurai movie? May I request to suggest me some?
If you ask me, Yes I do, specially after watched these whole list of movies.
If you prefer YouTube, copy the name of the movie and search. Better to watch from the 1st one to fall in love with this blind character called "Zatoichi" - 2 or 3 movies will not be available on YouTube, you have to google them.
Do I want to write or shout?
Feel like to write something or tell something by shouting though at the end I get nothing but I know there are things inside me aching all day long, everyday except only when I don't fall into sleep and I know I love to sleep because at that moment my head stops to function properly.....I'm tired, way too much but still have to carry on.
The most hardest & long lasting fight
Do you know what is the most hardest & long lasting fight?
In my opinion it is the fight between our own-selves. A fight which starts from the beginning of our understanding between reality and the way we are and this fight has no ending as long as either you can accept the reality or the way you are yourself. Sometimes I wonder if this fight between my-selves will have ever ending or has to flee from myself if there is any way out. To be honest, I don't know because still I'm alive & breathing normally no matter how many cigarettes I smoke in a day.
Another sleepless night....
Another sleepless night in life turned into rainy morning doing nothing but sitting, laying, smoking, watching movies. Is there anything else you do at such as night when you don't find a single person to say you hi and ask how are you doing? - Never mind, I don't expect a reply from anyone though I've put this question on this category.
RE: Life Itself
@erin You don't know about a thing unless you give a try. There is always tomorrow as long as you are alive and tomorrow stands for hope, hope to be changed present for something better outcome | Hopefully you will hold the courage to see that "tomorrow"