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Interested to technology, bussiness, and human psychology and behavior.
Altruist, Ambivert, but also Sceptic
Looking woman who caring and sweet..
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Having some curse.. Help..!!!
Disclaimer : Actually it's not an pagan or olcutism curse.. it's just like some mental-block curse
3 Months ago I met this girl on stranger chat room, she admit that she is an 18y.o girl and really into talking with me.. We get along easily, we give each other Line ID and thats how our friendship made.
I'm a type of man who open for any kind of social relationship (even my main purpose to join this stranger chatting room are because I'm looking for overseas friend) and not really want to make some romance, so we chat casually.
After chatting for awhile, we realise that we have a lot in common (favorite music, movies, even kind of art..) and turns out she admit that she is 15 years old (i'm 20 btw) and that's not become trouble for us (becasue we dont have any romance.. please note it)... and our friendship continue.. we event having a call for hours almost everyday... In the time we getting along, I almost never do stranger chat anymore.
Things getting ugly since 2 weeks ago.. she says that finals are coming so we cant comunicate like we use to do (she has to focus, besides, she got grounded for wake up late and every dusk her mom take her phone).. I understand it and trying to not contact her unless she contact first..
This thing happen (even getting worst) even after the finals over.. until the limits that she isn't contact me at all, until this topic posted, for 3 days.. no explanation given to me before..
The curse start when I want to distract this confusion to stranger chat.. I start to chat and feels like all of my ability to open converstation with stranger suddenly dissapear.. like I'm the stutter nerd who want asking girl to go to prom.. blank all the way..
What sould I do? is it because my last prroblem or what?
Hi Maria.. hope you see here.. I'm Fingers and Keyboard Master would to tell you that they feel terible to accidentaly pushed escape button.. and hoping if Maria would talk again to me.. they send sincere..
Sorry Master.. we have failed you. I beg for Maria to come back and established alliances with our Master..
Need Help.. come-back-love problem... (long-story alerted)
I'm 21y/o muslim male who's living on Indonesia and on last year of college.
So.. here is the problem.. I was have a GF on Junior Hisghschool (JHS), a christian-mongolian-white girl which is nicest GF I've ever had.. Kind of introvert and shy but always sweet and kind.. we've been through JHS with all the romance and the twist of it.. couple times break up and couple times made up.. but still a kind of good romance story..
Years passes and at the end of JHS year she have to leave town for continuing her study on capital (She takes Design School, i take regular Highschool (HS)).. I decide LDR won't work and we (again) break up..
For 6 years I've never been get intouch with here, know how she did now, or anything.. Complete lost.. and n that 6 years, at some point, I tell this story to my little sister. as her lessons of life.
Suddenly, 2 days ago, my sister just send me a pic of her dancing at the club with her 2-drunk-friends, told that it's a great night, epic party, and told that one of her friend are started getting wasted..
These photo confused me A LOT.. how could a girl that I know introvert and kind turns out become a girl like that.. (in my perspective) I don't know that girl.. Seeing those picture really twist my emotion... I can't even describe what I feel.. that day all I thinking about is her.
One day pass and I start to forget it.. but stil it's bothering my mind, how could she become like that.. at some point I decide to contact some of my JHS friends who still get intouch with her after JHS graduation.. turns out, she actually become like that is because after break up with me, she find a guy who turn her become like that.. even one of my friend told me the she have post a picture with a hickey on her neck, but already deleted.
Right now I'm at state that feeling guilty because my decision to break up lead her to become this person. I want to fix this by trying to bring her back to the girl who kind and sweet.. at the other hand..
you know what I mean..
so please guys.. What should I do..