You know what my Sarcasm arose from? From the fears. The fear of being left out, the fear of being over-shadowed and fear of coming second. If someone excelled or did better than me, there was always a cheeky dig or personal taunt from me around the corner. The fact that I liked knowing people and tried to find their nature, fears, habits, strengths and weak-spots helped. Its the one-thing that I’ve always been good at. People confide in me and I never break their trust or discuss their issues with anyone else.. unless, they over-shadowed me. Its the one thing I always wanted to change and I believed that I had changed but... TWS is an eye-opener.
I see new users trying to find a lost partner or having some weird fetish, and its almost impossible to not take a dig at their messy real life conundrum. I try to taunt them for their misery, that too when they’re down. Ofcourse, I post encouraging msgs and light-hearted jokes too, but they’re easy to go under the radar. The topic posters have different ways of reacting: Some laugh it off, Some upvote, Some try to make a comeback and Some others do not understand it and ask “what?”. But the fact is that I still have that few ounces of jibe-yness in me.
The afore-mentioned nature of mine came more into focus and limelight owing to my latest banter with a fellow user, whom I deeply revere. And any sane person could have realised that the recent post was sarcastic in nature. But the fellow TWS-ians... the innocent mind-numbed beings... Well Well, what’s wrong? Thankfully, the poster of the topic is much much much much more mature than she may seem like, and that is a bliss. Mind you, it needs effing brains to think of a conspiracy theory of that level. You need a lot of brain-work essentially.
(Stawp admiring her ffs, move on with your shiz)
What next? Well, I think about the fact that why was posting something on that topic was necessary for me? To make my presence felt? Obviously, it wasn’t for encouragement purposes ‘coz if somebody is encouraged by that, then boy... I pity for his life so far (yes, thats another jibe). I guess I wanted to be noted. I guess its pretty obvious that I’m not a saint, but I’m not a devil either.
What next-to-next? Well idk... I want her to reply. Her contribution is immense atleast in the timeline when I joined in here. Old topics mention Judith being the best poster, its kinda sad that she has stopped posting much. I can’t go on pulling topics from her archives.. That would so creepy. Only Kiss_My_Axe can do such creepy things lol.
P.S.- I assume that I am lying in the above post. And I’m not sorry. Everything is a lie. I fear nothing. What more? Damn!