I wanted to make a difference with my discoveries,
and so I'd start to experiment with the recovery,
of lost memories,
and forgotten places,
so I begin with the infiltration,
of these tiny mammalian families,
to test there cognitive abilities,
and the paths they may take,
noting all there mistakes,
before I continue to the next phase,
of my road to being in everyone's praise.
I was introduced to my new assistant,
for her I was a bit resistant,
as I knew I'd be fine alone,
and so I treated them a little cold,
as we continued forth with phase two,
which involved some new drugs to get into,
our small friendly rodents,
that took that cocktail of components,
and we monitored there reactions,
which even a fraction,
of activity,
to increase there cognitive abilities,
would be of note to write down,
and of course I may have been a bit harsh,
on my friendly assistant when they made the tiniest of mistakes,
because I was so afraid they'd break,
all the progress I've set forth,
"Is that all the information that you require Dr. Martin?" is what Rose questioned,
"Why don't you already know what I need, you worthless waste of space!" I exclaimed with an unnecessary transgression.
I could see the hurt I was causing,
but the work prevented me from pausing,
and thinking about what I'd say next,
so I just pushed on forward and didn't think about putting her feelings in check,
continuing to push for new information,
while we wrote down any mutations,
that might be formed with the experimental procedure that we'd start for phase three,
as mixing drugs and the knife was how I knew progress could increase the degree,
of success we could make,
so I pinned down my animal companions,
in different positions that could help my understanding,
of how the mind could access,
different parts of the hippocampus,
that's where you can recall the actions you've done,
and with a small incision,
everything was going exactly how I envisioned,
as I began the insertion of a small device,
I told Rose, "Hurry, hand me the recollection vice."
as we didn't have much time to get this done right,
so I pushed her hard to work this fast,
and look past,
her as a person,
as she was just there to ensure this was working,
and as I wrapped up the tiny procedure,
that would inject the drugs directly into the creature,
we would let it rest for a bit,
because being fully healed is what we'd expect,
for this to work the way it's intended,
mistakes aren't something I'm accepting as it would extend,
this entire task,
so once this mammal was back to healed I went and asked,
"Rose, turn on our little contraption,
and note the actions,
of our little companion.
If you miss anything it will be noted,
so make sure your getting everything that would be worth it."
I could see our tiny creation,
working out new computations,
and working towards new things that we couldn't imagine,
as everything it was doing was beyond our contraptions,
initial limits that we thought it had.
We were so excited at what was happening,
that we never noticed the little changes that we could have been stopping,
as it had small growths that were starting,
and behind our back itself was testing,
the limits of it's surrounding,
so to us it was like without warning,
our creation became to amass in it's own form of expanding,
tricking us with it's advanced ability at handling,
the restrictions that it was under,
so it wasn't till later that we'd uncover,
it was working on growing itself,
at a rate that's exponential,
and soon we'd learn it was also territorial,
as in we were in it's world,
and the other animals were just parts for it to bring into one being,
to the point it was ready to confront me,
a crawling monstrosity,
that would lunge and bite,
so I had to fight,
as it came at me with a swipe,
I dodged and leapt with my might,
to the broom that was in sight.
I lifted the stick,
and held it at bay,
for just long enough for my assistant to hear my dismay,
as it chewed right though,
the handle I was holding,
it pushed me back and I was thinking I was finished,
but before this monstrosity could get it's wish,
Rose came bursting forth with an acidic concoction,
that she had made that was also toxic,
to this hideous mass,
and it ran off after feeling the pain,
so I was able to strain,
as I picked myself up realizing for the first time,
that it was Rose who'd be there for me no matter how she was treated,
and as I said, "Thank you Rose, you've been so helpful this entire time."
she said, "You're welcome doctor, I know you've been stressed and I'm just here to help."
so it was after she said that I realized I had developed,
a mechanism to distance from her so I could focus on just me,
my work, my dreams, and not caring if she needed,
someone being more comforting,
but she never left me and just let me be,
what I needed at the time,
but I rejected her and tried to do too much on my own,
making the situation worse until it had grown,
to something I felt I needed to atone,
to those I hurt around me,
because they were there but I just turned my back to them,
but one came to my rescue when I needed her the most,
and so even though our attempt at turning the creature into a ghost,
failed this time I know that when it comes back,
I'll have Rose to help me now that I know,
that I don't have to face it alone.
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The creeping panic
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RE: Who are your 5 favourite artists of all time?
Run the Jewels
Todrick Hall
Childish Gambino
Mike Shinoda
Eminem -
The love of the pearl
You're a lustrous spectacle,
hidden deep inside your shell is something incredible,
and I'm so glad you have that protection,
because you deserve so much affection,
a natural hug when you are shut,
but so much love will come when you open up,
as who wouldn't be able to admire,
someone so beautiful that everyone desires,
and I know that shell is there for a reason,
it's useful for you when you want to be keeping,
a safe distance from those who would want to hurt,
and your instincts put you on alert,
from those who want to take you from your hard case,
to be used and abused like that is a disgrace,
so I never want to take you out of that armor,
I want to protect you just as you are,
because who you are is what I fell in love with,
I always thought someone like you was a myth,
so I could never want to change,
someone who's very presence can enrich,
and to even try would be a mistake,
as I could never tempt fate,
to mess up someone so great,
so I promise I'll only polish that exterior carapace,
and get you to open for me when you're ready,
because I'm patient and caring and want to achieve what all will envy,
and that's getting the love from the pearl that fills me plenty. -
RE: What is your favorite thing about girls?
Personality is everything. You can look past a lot of you love the person for who they are.
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RE: Okay, lets get real y'all..
@ragnar yes easily. Wouldn't think twice, I'd hear would you go naked for 100...
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RE: 🦋A drift on butterfly wings 🦋
@ragnar
Please come fly with me,
and we'll show the world our wings,
as we make a velvet sea,
across fields of green,
and consume all in our path,
to show them the wrath,
of our butterfly attack.
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In celebration of my favorite holiday.
May your day be full of merriment, full bellies, and a hearty time with your friends.
Happy St. Patrick's Day
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When opposites make music
I go through my life planning,
and mapping to get through the day,
it helps me collect my thoughts,
and know how I'm going to make my next move,
but that doesn't work for you.
You're spontaneous,
and never know what you're doing next,
and yet it still works for you.
We both do so much,
and go so far,
but we're always having fun,
and there's never a dull moment.
Our differences aren't much,
but enough to notice,
and were we compliment the other,
is where we meet for perfect harmony,
and we are able to sing in the chorus,
of our love,
and happiness,
and expand upon what makes us great,
and continue to make that beautiful music,
that's taken ahold of me,
and has my heart singing,
that beautiful music,
that's got me looking forward,
to the next beat we'll be making together. -
RE: THE HUNDREDS OF WAYS TO SAY I LOVE YOU
@willoww In German it's "Ich liebe dich" (ick leeba deek)
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RE: 🦋A drift on butterfly wings 🦋
@abby-83
It appears we getting a butterfly posse,
we'll be unstoppable as we leave our enemies out in the Mojave,
not worrying about anything as we stick together,
as we continue forth on this new adventure,
and explore the new and the exotic,
showing others that if you messed with us for them that would be catastrophic,
so feel safe for now as we grow and get better,
because you'll be underestimated when they think you're lighter than a feather,
but they forget about Mohammad Ali,
who like him we'll be able to send them away in bags meant for there body.
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RE: What are some good reasons you use talk with stranger?
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To share my poetry and drawings.
Writing is something I've done here and there over the years, and it's only recently I've done it a lot, pretty much daily, and I share most of it. Drawing is something I do too, but it takes longer than writing so it's not done as much. -
To make friends.
I like connecting with people, and I like to listen to what people have to say, and sometimes I too have problems that it takes someone you barely just met, to help you with something you don't have the courage to go to your friends and family yet. -
To be inspired.
Talking to people helps me better myself, and better my art. Both are essential to me, and it happens a lot when I find the right people to talk to. Or the wrong person being a dick will inspire me to show them up.
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Fixing your mistakes
You've made a mistake,
and want to take it back,
but that's not possible,
it's out there now,
and you don't know what to do,
you can try to ignore the issue,
but that can build and grow.
You try to deflect,
but that can cause more problems than there was before.
You've thought about lying,
but if you're ever caught,
the devastation that follows will be too great to ever take back.
The only course ahead feels the worst when you must confront it,
you have to tell the truth.
Speak about what happened,
and don't look back.
Take the consequences of your actions,
because they really aren't as bad as you think they'll be.
If you're truly loved,
you'll be forgiven,
and if they can't get past your mistake,
then it was never meant to be,
but you have support,
you have those who will lift you,
and don't listen to those self reflections that lie,
listen to the outside forces that only want what's best for you.
You can always count on me to steer you right,
and correct your currents when they get too choppy,
just come by and ask any time,
I'll change course for you when the time is right. -
RE: COME AND INTRODUCE YOURSELF :D
@cutie-cat
My name is Nicholas, derived from the Greek name Νικόλαος (Nikolaos), a compound of νίκη nikē 'victory' and λαός; laos 'people'. I live in Texas, and was born in 1987. I enjoy writing, drawing, dancing, hanging out at bars, singing karaoke, and some video games if I ever have time. The types of shows and movies I watch are more on the nerdy side, like all of the Marvel movies and tv shows, Rick and Morty, Final Space, Game of Thrones, American Gods, and a few anime's. I'll watch more "normal" stuff too like the new season of Rosanne, and of course I let my rainbow flag fly with Ru Paul's drag race. I'll also watch film dramas like Murder on the Orient Express, and musicals, especially and of the live action Disney movies like Beauty and the Beast. The music I listen to is all genre's, but rap helps me write the best, unless I need a specific emotion, then I'll play music that matches that emotion. -
RE: what would you rather? (date)
@its-bobby it's all about being comfortable with yourself, which tends to happen later in life, over sooner.
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You are my muse
You are the one to give me insight,
the one who keeps me up all night,
because you are the best companion,
that I can always depend on,
and always give me what I need,
so I must succeed,
to these feelings that you bring,
as you're the one who makes me feel complete.
I know I'll never be able to beat,
the emotions and jubilation,
of how you consume my concentration,
while diminishing my agitation,
that you deserve a bouquet of carnations.
Our time is worth mentioning,
as to me it's always an inspiration,
which makes you my all-time favorite fixation,
deserving whatever free time that I am able,
making me feel a little bit more stable,
in the chaos created by life’s permit,
but the smiles you leave upon my face make it all so worth it.
I wish I could write down every moment,
meeting you when I was broken,
you helped me and now I'm growing,
so I'll stick to these specific instances,
that can be intense,
but now that I know of your existence,
without you I'll always have a piece of me that I miss,
because you are my muse,
and I mainly want to use,
you to be my friend,
but by the end,
of our conversation,
I'm writing down more than before between the flirtation,
and I hope you get out of life what you've been after,
because I've found what I want and it's just more of your chatter,
helping each other be better,
and more discussions with you as they're always full of laughter. -
RE: The ultimate Goal
@willoww hey thanks for sharing some insight into your life, and remember, you need to figure yourself out. I know from personal experience, that if you don't know who you are, you'll never be able to love anyone properly. I don't know if that applies to you too, but it's a lesson I'm learning the hard way.