okay so the origins of the unlucky day of Friday the 13th you may not know this. So many years ago the Pope hired a legion of criminals (knights templar) to pursue holy relics, and guard his followers when they traveled promising them freedom if they served him by the sword. Well eventually the Templar got very wealthy even self sufficient. They became a threat! So on Friday the 13th the king of the time, and the Pope baited them all into their keep, and locked them in when they arrived. they proceeded to torture them to confess terrible things so badly that even if these accusations were not true just confessing to end the suffering was all they wanted, and of course this kind of thing was a very wicked attempt to condemn their souls! You wouldn't believe some of the things the Popacy is really guilty of
Posts made by steelfirehawk
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RE: Tell us something interesting
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RE: What do you catch yourself thinking about constantly?
Well you don't seem to love him, and so you have a freedom to choose. Typically what separates us from fully receiving the holy spirit through Christ is the inability to submit to the idea that because none of us could rise above the passions of the flesh such as sex, desire, vanity, glory, and even an empire in selfish conquest that he chose to send his only son to do what we could not. Now we are merely required to truly recognize the magnitude of what has been done on our behalf even though we are so vain, and selfish we don't deserve it truly his love is unconditional. Now concerning evil there was a time it is written the Lord told Moses as the people were worshiping an idol in the absence of Moses the Lord said he was tempted to bring about a terrible evil if he would not go down, and stop them from this. It is written he is called jealous, and I think seeing the world for myself and knowing how long suffering patient he is with us he has every right to be upset. He knows pain on a global scale. We only know it personally, and many of us neglect those who are perishing, or in need for our own agendas and iniquity. You are free to believe as you choose. I'm just trying to make sense Leelah
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RE: What do you catch yourself thinking about constantly?
@leelah fearing God gives me motivation to obey his righteousness, and I love to submit myself to him in fear. I love to say how mighty he is, and respect, and fear him. It's like a romantic thing of sorts
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RE: What do you catch yourself thinking about constantly?
I consider it a war that I must fight alone in Christ as there are no witnesses aside from him. Although one should never fear testifying what they witness I am well aware of the possibility of being cornered, abandoned, or even thrust into the system where no one has to deal with the strangeness that is my experience. There is always a chance someone might wake up, and turn to Christ, but I don't expect to be a useful tool of the Lord. Mostly just alone, and doubted, and persecuted, and accused. I can handle it. Maybe I was named Steel for a reason even though many would consider me weak when regarding carnal means, or stability of the mind etc.
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RE: What do you catch yourself thinking about constantly?
I don't really care about religion, dogma's, denominations, or principalities that people create for their own agenda's. I am just a human soul witnessing strange things in this temple of pain. I've fought the devil enough times to know it's not a joke. Personal experience is what makes me a believer in Christ. The first time I ever woke up in a dream the enemy was transformed into my sister. I didn't know it till I said to her "hey, you're not supposed to be here! This is a dream!" She proceeded to turn into a demonic entity, and I said "I know what you are!" I went to utter the name of Jesus, but a strange hypnotic type of weight came over my will power, and it came out like Jeeeuuus jeee jee uu, and by the time I had almost summoned the will to utter his name everything went black. I've had many experiences like this. Even a few times the devil possessed, and used family members to mock me. One time Jesus put my dad on the ground, and he proceeded to curse me like a hissing snake reading my thoughts I doubt a human can do, but he was responding to every rebuke I said against him in my mind
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RE: How do you view Anxiety?
Anxiety is like peer pressure. I think angst is the same thing too. It is written the Lord did not create in us a spirit of angst, but instead a spirit of power, and love. I believe that, but I also realize so many of us are falling from grace it's hard to have faith, and proper works complimented by bold words compelled by the true spirit in these times.
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RE: What do you catch yourself thinking about constantly?
well I'm happy to fear God, but the problem is the enemy has found a clever way to use it to glorify himself when he gets me down on myself. He's a terrible blasphemer, and I'm forced to hear it. It's always trying to possess me, but I don't think it can. Still it is annoying, and I have writhing epileptic symptoms as well (reading your other post). I'm not scared of the enemy, because he has been doing this kind of thing since as far back as I can remember, and it only increases in intensity as the world is falling to pieces. All I can do is try to testify, and hope some might regard the end could very well be nearer than we would like to think.
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RE: What do you catch yourself thinking about constantly?
My thoughts are mostly not my own ever since I exposed the demons for their tinkering around. Now not only do they concoct clever accusations to try, and use my fear of God to keep me discomforted, but they flat out run me down, and put nasty images in my head. I can't even count how many times I've been forced to watch myself die, or terrible things happening to me at this point. Other than that I want to stay in touch with God mostly, and the more real the war becomes, and the more sorry I am the more desperate for him I become
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RE: What are your thoughts on true love?
@RoseoStarlo Yeah I'm a newbie here, but already liking it very much. Thanks for the warm welcome. So far no one has been resentful. Very cool, and unique website. They did a good job making it diverse enough for one to have a hard time getting bored. Even the games are pretty amusing. See you around, and God bless
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RE: Who is Most Horny TWS User?
@wet-teri my way of thinking is regardless if I am perishing, or am bound to be lost in the void the abyss the least I can do is try to express my witness, and be honest hoping not to offend anyone. It's always my pleasure when instead of being persecuted some one combs something out to benefit them in any way, but then although I can appreciate being used to make sense of something deep to claim such a beautiful thing would be vain, and if there be any truth in my words it is rewarding enough knowing someone found something special, and if the Lord is pleased I am pleased to be his tool. Life can be mostly hard to bear, but some moments are pretty awesome too
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RE: Who is Most Horny TWS User?
@wet-teri Gory to God my friend. Glad it gave you nice feelings. That makes me feel happy
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RE: What was your weirdest dream..??
wow thats a tough one! I should create a topic just to share all of my strange dreams tbh. The craziest one though is after the first few times I was aware it was a dream, and ended up fighting demons when they realized I was aware in that place. My dad was speaking to me, and I realized he was a demon, and started rebuking him as I stared into his eyes, and I could feel the enemy trying to put that strange hypnosis on me to crush my will, and get too sleepy and weak to speak or stare back into his eyes, but I forced myself to keep staring back, and rebuke until his eyes began to blur, and some words appeared over his eyes, and I had to focus hard to incite the, but before I could finish my dream changed, and I was suddenly alone in a wasteland hearing a voice curse me, but not seeing the enemy. I was angry he would not face me, and I shouted so loudly the realm shook, and I shot up out of bed.
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RE: Tell me about your days...
My days are being pushed into a corner by the world, and left to observe my thoughts confirming which ones are terrible, and hoping to God they are outside entities, and I am merely at war to make my thoughts more obedient. I don't assume as the world that every voice I hear, or every image that is put in my mind is in fact me, or that spiritual forces don't exist. I know demons are real, and believe they can be cast out, but what I don't believe is a carnal being other than Christ who will aid me against the darkness. My days are resisting and often failing, while the ones who supposedly love me would rather I remain silent and do, or give to them like an obedient pup. My days are resenting my dads oppression, and being tempted to covet woman when none would ever marry a mess like me. Everyone just wants to play games, and get off on dirty humor. I'm hated. Yes my days are being hated, and striving to not wish for death
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RE: Pick two out of physical chemistry, lifestyle compatibility, emotional compatibility and intellectual compatibility.
Lifestyle, and emotional compatibility, because I have a very strange and difficult lifestyle that would make it so much easier if I had a woman who was emotionally compatible with me through it all, and regardless of how sexy she was, or smart we would get through the struggles together being on the same page consistently.
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RE: What are your thoughts on true love?
I believe that love is a spirit that we can't contain, or truly claim. There are fleeting passions, but sometimes our hearts betray us, and it's common to be lead astray. One could strive to represent the qualities of love such as unconditional faith, humility, grace, patience, long-suffering, forgiveness, loyalty, and even rising above the flesh itself to overcome selfish desires, but truly I believe none should claim to be some kind of savior in love etc. Love itself chooses when to fill us with it's awesome power even as you strive to do your best to represent it. First before I make my suggestion in order to not be considered a hypocrite I confess I myself have not risen above the flesh, but Jesus suggested us not to get married because it is worldly, but for those of us who cannot contain the passions of the flesh in order to be sanctified, and blessed we should get married, but sadly my friend today all of our fellows who are weak in the flesh as we are would rather have no discretion, and give their to the world instead of one special person. It's hard, but I feel even if some of this is inaccurate there is much truth here, and if so glory to God for all things that are true.
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RE: Are there any books you would really recommend I read?
Forgive me for suggesting an Idol, but Edgar Rice Burroughs claims its all true in the first book so shame on him if it's a lie. I will say however that not long ago they discovered a cousin of the Chimpanzees called the Billie Ape I think? aka lion killers or giant Chimps, but there are over 20 original tarzan novels, and if you read them you will see he is far different than whats depicted in tv shows, comics, or movies. Check out Tarzan by Edgar Rice Burroughs. It's pretty deep
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RE: Who is Most Horny TWS User?
I'm probably the most afflicted tbh. I know I am supposed to rise above the passions of the flesh, but the world advertises so profusely it makes it nearly impossible to destroy my desires, not to mention peer pressure. I mean when you try to rise above such things people will resent you, and love to see you fail. I kept resisting the times I had a chance to be with a woman in bed, and now after all these years knowing I don't have what it takes I can't seem to find a partner to save my life. I am a believer, and so I consider that what Jesus said to get married if I cannot rise above the passions of the flesh, but also that he advised against marriage itself because it is worldly. It's already hard to bear such a cross, but these times, and many times before the world is full of non discretion, even though deep down I'm sure even though most of us have given up on sacred vows of commitment that the idea of being sacred, romantic, and dedicated to one sexual partner is beautiful to most of us even still. I suspect to even those who try to destroy hopes of such a thing still regard its splendor, but yet desires of the flesh are just an excuse for the enemy to swarm us with the furnace, and burn us when we covet what we cannot have. It's sad. I am a horny guy, but I gotta get married or its not blessed. Maybe I should get fixed lmao
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Why are most people attracted to butts?
Butts are disgusting, and even though I confess I myself am attracted to a curvy backside I don't understand our disease especially in these times. It's not just men, but females are into the whole thing too. Asses are taking over the planet, and everyone is just shaking it like it's all good. How can no one see how we are becoming more like Sodom, and Gomorrah everyday, and why is no one ashamed? Is it bad to be attracted to a big booty? How does one escape this ridiculousness lmao!? It's actually not really all that funny. I mean perishing because of asses is just embarrassing. Please everyone put it away your killing us. It's silent, but deadly haha, but 4 real it's a little funny, but seriously squeeek :nose: :laughing:
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RE: women luring men to pay sites is all i have experienced as new member. Hopefully get better
today there is so much wickedness in the world many women know this fire, and will cause you to thirst just to feel powerful, and the enemy has been granted authority in the world to use these things to turn us against God. Most likely if you don't sell yourself short, or give in to the worlds agenda no woman will grant you a drink of her passions. She would rather laugh as we burn within. It's our mission to resist the angst, and the frustration, to forgive, keep the faith, and persist till the end regardless.