@icecoldfloret I appreciate that, and wish you the same luck. I didn't know you were new until you gave yourself away lol. I myself just joined this site yesterday, and it's been fun messin around, as well as expressing myself. I figure eventually like minded people will get a feel for who I am, and maybe will make some neat friends. I'm seeing some pretty smart, and deep people on here so far.
Best posts made by steelfirehawk
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RE: I'm single forever, but I'm 31 for now
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RE: Feeling so Desperate
sometimes when a house is abandoned, and falling apart it is necessary to tear it down so it can be built back up again. Have faith even when things are hopeless daily. Even when you feel desperate, and unloved true love itself is an entity that always has you in mind. Never give up, and persist until the end my friend. Money does not buy true happiness. Sometimes when I weep I feel better than ever. Even more so than laughter. Life is a mystery, and the world is a hard place to be thrust into, but it ain't over till its over. Life is a garden you dig it lol (Joe Dirt)
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My alternate intent
okay so as long as I find no suitors for my personal desires my sole intention is to be honest about how I really feel, and try to make as much sense as I can about my point of view. It's cool to make new friends, and all but honestly my alt intent is to find a real woman who matches me. This won't be easy, because I'm a very strange man. You see the world today is so open with their sexual orientations, and desires etc having no regard to offending their peers. I believe in being sacred about matters of the flesh between two lovers, because to me the beauty is destroyed as soon as one exposes their confidant. Be it kiss, and tell, or simply using secret information to humiliate them. What I seek is a woman I can be free in my fleshly desires in "secret" place though! I don't agree with modern times to just spew my desires out for all to see, and expose my body for anyone etc. I seek a friend who we can also be free about fleshly matters, but in secret. If any woman might feel a similar passion as I then please follow me, and I'll follow back so we can explore such a secret realm, and hope we like the same stuff.
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RE: I'm single forever, but I'm 31 for now
@icecoldfloret they'll figure it out anyway lol, I was spotted for being a newb even after learning my way around. I'm open to new friends etc. Feel free to holler at me anytime. There's a chat option too after you follow someone, and they follow you back
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Mutualism Schism
So in a schismatic world I seek merely mutuality with one female as a man who has only the Lord to confide in a world based upon human principalities, fame, wealth, popularity, and entertainment. Even my family, and so called friends who claim to love me are conditional in their representation of what I define as real love. I am a tired soul, and it seems even when I make sense to myself that no one can grasp what I am trying to relay, or they simply have not the capacity to aid me to fulfill this void regarding the relations between, a man, and a woman.
I'm tired of worrying what people will think of me, or feeling peer pressured into conditioning myself to be accepted by the world. I'm creating this post to unleash myself, and my true hope is that I'll find a woman who is as insane as I am to collaborate with in this world of juxtapositions.
So first of all I have no job, and I have no vehicle in fact I even threw away my Identity Card long ago, and you can do one of two things regarding these facts about me. You can judge me without having a curiosity to understand my reasons even to go as far as relaying your low opinion of my lack of worldly prosperity, or you can truly try to understand me, and perhaps even have a heart that understands. In the end I don't have any intention to become rich, famous, renowned, or even accepted by the world in order to gain a female companion.
If there is a female out there who has physical passions of the flesh as I do, and cannot seem to shake sexual desires let me ask you this. What do you desire more? Do you desire money, popularity, and worldly stuff/things, or sex? I didn't add love, because the truth is that I believe God loves everybody regardless if they choose to believe it or not, and no one can love a person more than he does. I do not wish to pretend to be some kind of super hero love interest. If sex is at the top of your list, then more than opinion there is something deep down within me that knows that being sacred is highly valuable, but this world has become wasteful about such a beautiful possibility. Monogamy between one man, and one woman in the ways of sex, and remaining loyal will always be beautiful to me, even as the world tries to reel me in to some kind of illusion that its okay to expose flesh to the whole world, or have no discretion regarding my sexual orientations.
Regardless of all that I have expressed above the truth is that if there were a woman as crazy as I am, and had a similar idea of such things than what could stop us from being together? For such a rare mutual partnership would we not meet in the middle even if we had to walk, climb, or swim to reach one another. To be together to stay together until the end.