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Posts made by riagan
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RE: How do you spend your time with your family?
see them in the morning, during dinner then before i go to bed
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RE: is there a name for this?
being able to put on a face and not come across as rude is probably a strength. im able to speak my mind more when its online
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RE: 1273 my mother does not love me nor does anyone in my family
you made a post expecting it to be ignored? if you aren't actually going to take the time to read what someone says then making one is pointless. literally the whole point of these things is to communicate with others.
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RE: 1273 my mother does not love me nor does anyone in my family
what were you expecting?
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RE: 1273 my mother does not love me nor does anyone in my family
i don't really see the point in you making a post then but okay.
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RE: 1273 my mother does not love me nor does anyone in my family
then find love elsewhere. just because they're your family doesn't mean what they think of you actually matters. if they don't love you, don't love them. don't feel bound to them because they have your blood. family bounds are just as strong as a bound with anyone else. toxic relationships should be ended as soon as possible. whether or not its your own family changes nothing.
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RE: is there a name for this?
@mindigh even when i am talking to someone "like" me or who has similar interests i still feel the need to stop the conversation after a short period of time. people become boring real quick then just become flat out annoying. there's a sense of only wanting something i cant have then once i do have it i lose all appreciation for it. for example when im lonely i feel like everything's crumbling beneath me but as soon as i realise i have someone to talk to it stops. and that's a loop im stuck in. and i don't understand it. im well aware that i hate people and im better off without them in my life. but at the same time something in me makes me chase after them. its counterproductive really.
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RE: Anyone wanna chat with a guy is suicidal
sounds like you're using the fact that you're "suicidal" to draw in attention.
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RE: What are the things you do when you feel alone and sad?
i sleep or listen to music. people say talking is one of the best things you can do but i disagree. talking just becomes stressful when you cant make the other person understand how you feel.
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RE: I am the most boring person EVER
i enjoy sleeping. like most people but i actually get pretty hyped during the day thinking about the time ill spend sleeping. so i'd consider it a hobby.
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RE: is there a name for this?
no i haven't. not for anything related to this anyway
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RE: How come you press harder on a remote control when you know the battery is dead?
who even watches tv anymore?
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is there a name for this?
so i hate almost everyone. if you don't live in my house you can kick the bucket for all i care.
now obviously that's an issue. do i tell a doctor how uninterested i am in others? or keep it to myself. meeting new people hurts my brain. they talk and talk and i cant help but zone out.
im a pretty shy person and on the outside im just a carefree kinda person. level headed and understanding. but in reality im not like that at all. am i subconsciously manipulating people?
its odd because i feel like loneliness is killing me but as soon as i do anything about it i get an overwhelming feeling of "okay i really don't care about anything you could possibly tell me"
maybe i was built to be forever alone? maybe somethings holding me back? i am so confused is there a name for this??some help would be appreciated
(P.S does this make me a bad person? i mean i cant really help it but i feel like this makes me sorta trashy)