I've typed and deleted so many things up till now. I don't even know where to start.
Why does life always pick on the weak?
Is it is my fault for being so emotional?
Why do I cry easily even though I try my hardest not to?
Why do I feel so alone when there's millions and millions of people?
I'm trying so hard to be happy. I smile...
I laugh....but I'm not doing it from my heart.
How many more night do I have to go to sleep crying?
How many more nights do I feel like just giving up on everything and going somewhere far far away?
How many more nights would I feel to just leave this world?
How many more nights until I finally find happiness?
How many more....