bar bar lagatar main hi kyun? (why me?)

[niazi niazi]

7 years of my life
main ny 5 baar admission lia college main but har bar koi na koi problem aa jati thi aur main college complete nai kar paya...
2014 FSC Pre Medical
2014 FSC pre Medical but repeat karny ka soocha main ny soocha kisi aur college main repeat karon ga but friend ka phone aya aur us ny kaha wo bhi repeat kar raha hai to main bhi isi college main admission le lon.
2015 ICS
2015 same college admission in ICS but beemar hogya aur chor dia.
2016 FA
2016 ghar p free tha cousin ka phone aya ky F.A kar lon us ky sath goverment college sy , aisa hi kia main ny pura saal mehnat ki but admission nai hua.
2017 Diploma of Electrical engineering
2017 cousin ny diploma main admission lia aur teacher ko kuch docments send kiye mere whatsapp sy to mughy pata chala ky main bhi yaha p admission le sakta hon aur main ny admission le lia mid term main mere 78% number thay but exams ky time p main beemar hogya tha.
main ny phir try kia aur 1 year aur 2nd year dobara karny ka soocha aur college jana start kia result day par techer jab class main result bata rahey thy to result dekhty huye unhon ny pooha ky yeh zero number wala kon hai to main ny batya ky main ny paper nai deye thay kyun ky main beemar ho gya tha to teacher ny bola tum PSCYCHO ho aur kuch student ky hasny ki awaz ai peechy sy wo mera us college main last day tha us ky baad main college nai gya aur diploma quit kar diya...
2019 FA
2019 FA main admission lia aur aik private college main study bhi ki but NOC ki problem hui aur yeh saal bhi drop ho gya......