@Kathysh
There's a point in a relationship, after a fuckup that we should ask ourselves if we can forgive that said fuckup. It might take a while till you do it, but you gotta make sure u are ready to forgive it and try to let go. If you do, you'll end up having that spite and negative feeling ruin the relationship. A relationship is a rowing boat for 2, if only one is rowing it won't go anywhere! :D
