• Lol hypocrite that what I feel like but reason I say hypocrite is because I’ve only been a horny weirdo when I’m high on drugs but now looking at some of these titles I’m seriously wondering what the fuck is wrong with some people and how sick the world is... and makes me regret a lot of my past choices because I am seeing what I might have looked to other people as

    It’s not healthy it’s very sick there is STD SEXUAL TRANSMITTED DISEASE BUT ALSO STD SPIRITUALITY TRANSMITTED DISEASE

    Don’t do this to yourselves porn as well I’ve noticed how much happier I am once I’m if course off drugs but also not so horny or sexually disturbed maybe some people are just naturally aroused by doing dark shit online i won’t understand it sober I admit that when I was on drugs I didn’t even realize what the fuck I was wondering into all I was focused on was my penis and it’s size lol 😂 now that I say that it just makes me sick but laughing to mask the shame

    I hope you married people have some shame especially keeping secrets from your spouses and especially if you aren’t on drugs or mentally challenged not saying drugs are a pass for doing bad things if I going forward was doing it again yes than I’m wrong I had to make the mistake a couple times to realize how it was making me so depressed and miserable but I’m just venting as well as hoping that someone might find this as a way to maybe save there marriage or relationship even there faith and peace because just think about it no normal person sits and ask for someone to eat there pussy ass or to share pic of dicks or vaginas or innocent kids for the sick ass fucks I’ve seen looking for kid pics or trading pics on here I hope god has a special place in hell for you shitty fucks and i also pray that god helps y’all find hope light because these feelings that orgy bust you chase isn’t supposed to be for some random person

    It’s meant for that one special person who allows you to be a part of that feeling you enjoy together it’s the most beautiful when it has intimate feeling to it or we have no difference between us and animals shit even certain animals only have one mate for the whole cycle of there life. I remember crying and asking myself why did I do what I did and how I feel like I stole her joy of knowing that was meant for only us by cheating it’s the ugliest and most lowest thing to do and that’s to cheat on your partner especially when you know that your partner would never even think About sleeping with someone our body becomes one body when we love someone and that is my rant for tonight that sober people who go out looking for sex scare me I could never ever ever even think about talking to another girl sober set aside even getting friendly so sleeping isn’t even in a factor

    So that’s another reason fuck drugs fuck drugs fuck drugs fuck drugs it’s steals your dignity and morals self respect it takes away everything you stand for as a human it steals your dreams it steals your fucking life

    Too anyone who is laughing with friends and thinking oh I’m having fun going to the club shit I can take this line or pop this pill and I’ll be good ...

    I wish I could download my brains and hearts experience into a usb and plug it up your ass so you wouldn’t think twice before ever wanting to pop that pill or line or drink don’t ruin Your life don’t hurt your loved ones it doesn’t just hurt you it hurts everyone around you it kills them watching you slowly killing yourself if anyone here is ever battling with addiction or depression or any life altering event that is unbearable im willing to go out of my way to help if you need to cry share whatever but don’t think you don’t Matter don’t think you are worthless don’t ever think you’re alone because I promise you’re not alone I have been all alone shit under a bridge homeless without a car phone money just 2 months ago because of drugs and stupid choices running from reality of pain trying to block out memories of certain people certain mistakes and voices of her saying don’t hurt me don’t break my heart promise, no you are mine and only mine her laugh my and then my daughters thoughts are a another separate file that can’t be deleted out of my brain that innocent 😇 angel she didn’t ask to have a junkie for a dad she had no idea what I was hiding she told me this is going to be my room daddy this will be our house she smiled and looked at me with her beautiful little eyes not knowing that I was a fake i let her down i hurt my own daughter so
    because i didn’t want to feel like crying even though I was crying more... pain is what brings out our inner beauty I’ve grown to being more understanding humble fuck money material possessions those things come and go people don’t love doesn’t so cherish every second with that or those people that matter the most to you we humans are very weirdly created I had to do everything bad to understand what was good in life....