So schools out and I have no idea what to do 😂
Gimme ideas on what I should do.
Why Schools and different institutions have uniform?
This question is asked by one of my teacher. I know answer , I will answer after getting your opinions.
Determining whether TWS really is cancer, through you.
Number of letters in your name: This is more to do with what kind of people come to TWS more generic English names which are usually around 5 letters. Foreign names are longer than that. This can be linked to the population question where the American users are not treated as an extreme.
This is sometimes the case, but still doesn’t work because come on, obviously not all foreign names are a whole fucking sentence in themselves XD
Just with french for example, we can get names as short as Élie, Ines, Alix, medium size like Alizée or long like Annabelle, Emmanuelle, Anne-Marie, Mellyssandre
My point with names was that they'd be foreign therefore their English wouldn't be of a very good level, if you haven't noticed most of the world hates Americans (and the U.S in general) this would obviously lead to them creating conflict with those who are of American nationality, creating what we call a cancerous site.
Whether or not you live with your biological parents: Most children who live with their parents (especially those who live in MEDCs) are spoiled, therefore more cancerous, the ones who don't live with their biological parents are more likely to come here out of other reasons which differ from those who do live with their biological parents and range from depression to social interaction with people their age as they don't usually get a lot of contact with people who share their interests (as their friendship circle is small and doesn't allow a lot of variation)
I don’t see how people can be considered spoiled if they live with their biological parents. Some parents will treat their kids differently, wether (see what I did there? you better still respond ffs) or not they are biologically theirs and some adoptive or whatever parents can spoil their kids even more.
My point here is that your biological parents are going to spoil you way more than anyone else, (even the strictest of parents will do things that are for your betterment). You say that adoptive parents can spoil you as much as your biological parents, that generally is very untrue. These are the problems that can arise from living with adoptive parents:
- Interracial, skin color can make a child stand out and usually leads to mental isolation (this goes back to my point on alter egos)
- When you adopt a 3 year old (obviously there isn't a 3 year old using this website that's why I didn't mention it) there isn't a problem with them settling in, but when you talk about a 10+ year old difficulties arise because:
1 - This is the age that kids start to hit puberty and their behavioral patterns change drastically (this is why most adoptions don't work out)
2 - Change in culture, not to mention the parents have little to no knowledge about the childs background. This can range from the kind of meals they get to the type of society/neighbourhood they're brough into.
- Other members of the family (the adoptive parents real children) not everyone is acceptive to everything that happens around them, this can sometimes also break out into physical fights.
And yes, I did see what you did there. Very cheeky.
I’ll take the example of one of my closest friends who was adopted when she was around 2 because her bio mother in Romania wasn’t able to properly take care of her so she ended up in Canada. Her adoptive parents sent her to a private school, they go on vacations all the time and have a super cozy life now. I never realized she was adopted till she told me about it.
"When she was around 2" my point exactly, I talked about the influential ages above.
So whether you’re with your bio parents or not isn’t relevant to your cancerous level
Number of Siblings: Individuals with a lot of siblings will tend to escape from their family circle via the internet as they would get tired of having to deal with annoying siblings (in large families one child doesn't get as much attention as a child with 0-2 siblings does as the parents have less responsibility). The ones who live with more siblings will be more short-tempered as their daily lives have more contact with people, therefore making them more cancerous.
Now the logic with this just doesn’t work. You say that people who live with their biological parents are cancerous because “they’re spoiled” but people who are an only child are generally a lot more spoiled than those with many siblings. (Generalization ok)
They are spoiled, you said it yourself, your friend lives a 'cozy life'. In some case (very extreme cases) the adoptive parents spoil the kids way more than their real parents ever could, this of course is bad and very harmful.
When you have many siblings, it’s like living with your mini simulation of a real life society where you have to deal and collaborate with the others in the house. This means that in the long therm, your patience is supposed to be way more developed and you’re used to your siblings acting like immature little twats, so you would know how to act more civilized in a situation where people are acting immature on TWS
I said this before, and what you're saying here "where you have to deal and collaborate with the others in the house. This means that in the long term, your patience is supposed to be way more developed and you’re used to your siblings acting like immature little twats" agrees with what I'm trying to say. We have to realize that everyone comes to the internet to escape from their real-life, when someone who has to deal with something like annoying siblings everyday comes to the internet this is usually where they take their anger out, once again linking to my point on alter egos.
The population of your country: This is because people who live in places with a higher population are likely to have friends as they are generally exposed to a larger amount of people, that would make them more experienced with people which could create alter egos that could be cancerous (they always are), they come about because the human mind tries to escape from the daily routine by adding a little stimulation that the individual isn't used to experiencing (no one would go to a stranger and tell them to suck their dick).
Living in a country with a larger population has no impact on how many friends you have.
Ok so, when you live in a country with a higher population that usually means that you're school/workplace generally has more people in it and it is easier to break into a group of people who will become your friends. I know you talk about this below but I'm getting there.
First of all, sure what if I lived in a country of over 100 million people for example, but I stay in a city with only 50k people in it?
There isn't any country in the world that has a population of 100m and a city with a population of 50k.
Now we’re mostly teenagers here, so what if we went to a small school with not that many students in your class? The population of your country doesn’t necessarily have an impact on the number of people you’re exposed to
I get your point, but, In a school with a smaller amount of people everyone is more likely to get along since there would be a smaller community and everyone would be familiar with each other (as they would share a lot of classes, schools under a certain population usually close down because they can't afford a specific teacher for each students chosen subject when there are only like 7-18 students, moreover a school this small wouldn't offer very good education as the higher-ups are going to care very little about something that makes them minimal profit, if you're talking about a government school those are usually garbage in most countries.
Then there’s the fact that in most cases your number of friends has nothing to do with how you would act over the internet.
Here's a guy explaining his experience on friends, this is getting lenghty so I'm restricting how much I write.
I’m sorry but I didn’t quite catch what you meant when you said people with more friends create alter egos and all that..
Hopefully after reading my answer from above helped you understand, if it didn't just ask somewhere else since this is too long already.
So in conclusion, your idea of a test to see how cancerous people on TWS are was good,
but I don’t quite agree with the way you played it out since I don’t see how most of these questions relate to how you would act.
That's absolutely fine, I appreciate a whaman who can keep me talking.
A lot of them are things people can’t control (like your name or the population in your country, etc) and don’t have much to do with how people react on TWS
True but these are things (like the environment which you grew up in, which you also don't control) which shape who you become.
I would suggest to give people real situations and based on the way they say they would react (if it’s considered a “cancerous” response or not) give a certain point system like you did
If we did that we would be here until the Milkyway collides with Andromeda (4.5 billion years from now)
Not to mention people aren't going to give truthful answers to the questions to make themselves look good, what I did gives the test-taker anonymity, which is something that the internet is built on.
Holy fuck that was long..
Do you think ISLAM is a religion of terrorism ?
@sushant-singh Every culture has some sort of things that are different from other religions.
People blame islam as a religion of hate without knowing that by saying this thery are just coming up with the teachings they're given in schools.
@sushant-singh Every culture has some sort of things that are different from other religions.
I agree but you muslims get issues specially some phobic issues. Every religion does not teach us to be cruel like muslims. We Jainism followers believe that every animal has a soul and that is why we do not even think about to kill it.
People blame islam as a religion of hate without knowing that by saying this thery are just coming up with the teachings they're given in schools.
Aren't you trolling me? Retard I do not read in a school. I wrote facts by the help of internet. Since you have been reading in a school that is why you can not comprehend simple English.
I just wanted to express how I've been feeling recently part 2
2 days ago on Friday
I told a girl which i had a crush on that i liked her. That was such an emotional rollercoaster of a day. This girl is CONFUSING, so let's see the context if all this, her friends told me that she liked me, They always make jokes and say that we should be together, but i once gave her a philosophical essay in the form of a flower and she didn't say shit, This might mean that she was too shy to tell me anything or that she didn't care but most likely a mix of both.
The letter(shitty photos taken by my sis without my permission which have come in handy now that I'm reciting this story):
What was written in it (French):
"Tu m'as dit que tu "connais tes capacités" donc tu connais les choses que tu ne peux jamais faire, comme devenir astrophysicien par exemple. Je suis d'accord qu'il faut savoir ses capacités physiques et mentales mais je sais aussi que tu es capitale de faire beaucoup plus que tu imagine. Il faut pas te limiter, tu es intelligente. investit 2h(1h ey 45 min) de ta vie dans la lecture du livre dont je viens de te parler pour la 10ème fois et tu comprendras ce que je te raconte. Presque toutes les grandes personnes de l'histoire pensaient dans une façon similaires. C'est à cause de leur façon de penser qu'ils sont devenus des grandes personnes et pour apprendre cette façon de penser et comment le simuler, commence à lire le livre. Mon philosophe préféré a dit que nous n'avons pas trop peu de temps, mais nous en perdons beaucoup. La vie est assez longue ; elle suffirait, et au delà, à l'accomplissement des plus grandes entreprises, si tous les moments en étaient bien employés. Mais quand elle s'est écoulée dans les plaisirs et dans l'indolence, sans que rien d'utile en ait marqué l'emploi, le dernier, l'inévitable moment vient enfin nous presser : et cette vie que nous n'avions pas vue marcher, nous sentons qu'elle, est passée. Voilà la vérité : nous n'avons point reçu une vie courte, c'est nous qui l'avons rendue telle : nous ne sommes pas indigents, mais prodigues. J'espère que je pourrai suivre ces mots dans la future mais dans l'instant j'ai beaucoup d'habitudes mortelles. Il faut vivre sa vie correctement, lire des livres de philosophie est de devenir plus sage et de résumer les expériences non scientifiques des morts dans nos têtes pour les conserver. Je ne te dis pas de lire que cette livre mais de créer une habitude de lecture philosophique, PNL(programmation neuro-linguistique/autosuggestion) et en général des œuvres non romanesques.
-LUCIFER Beelzebub Satan"
Before i talk about how i told her that i liked her on Friday let me give you a summery of the circumstances surrounding that day... I got my pencil case stollen on the day where for the 1st time i kept in it a flashdrive along with a 50€+ piece which connects the flashdrive to my phone, and i had music on the flashdrive for an acrobatics play me and my friends had to prepare for sports class (90% of the work was done by me lolz). So when i arrived at school, that morning, and 2 girls told me that my backpack was open I gave my backpack and sports bag to school workers that open the door and welcome students in, i preceded to miss my 1st class running trying to find the pencil case, didn't find it, and whilst looking for it i traced my steps back home where my dad gave me 3 pens, I came back to school and after getting my things back at the schools aid room where you ask questions n' shit, I grabbed one of the pens and stabbed my hand 3 times so hard that it left 3 dents in my hand which started pouring out blood. I'm never gonna forget the horrified facial expressions when a kid saw me doing that with absolutely ZERO facial expressions of pain or discomfort on my face lols.
later on in the day i tried to cover them up with satanic drawings, which in my opinion looked cool and which might have made me look less shy whenth covering my face with my hands from shyness around the girl. You know because Satanists are hard?!? I still have left overs of that drawing and scars on my hand. Here's a pic that i took whilst telling all this to a friend yesterday about 24h from the initial infliction of the wound when about 50% of it was gone and heald:
Believe me that when using a pen you have to stab your hand REALLY hard to get it to bleed. Stabbing yourself is stupid. But it was because of frustration. It is better than cutting myself or banging my head on the wall. Well after loosing the bag and then the pencil case i was frustrated to the point where i did that, atleast it was a reasonable method of self harm, one that doesn't do much damage, the scars are already 70% gone. No big deal. If you want you should comment on the drawing not the stabbing, because it is annoying when people talk about shit like that and say "I'm worried about you" or "that's stupid", It is annoying so don't do it OK? It is my body and I'll do whatever stabbing, cutting, burning, hanging i feel necessary. Saturday night after going to the hospital i found out that i also broke my ribs after falling on my back during the acrobatics play which explains why i had a lot of stomach and back pain on Friday. So with a stabbed hand full of satanic drawings and broken ribs let us continue with what happened on Friday
So Friday we both were going to her place so she could give me things i missed whilst sick and absent from physics class on Tuesday. I was too anxious the whole way so didn't say much. We talked about anime, one punch man... i told her on the way that i had something to tell her but then told her something completely different because i was too shy and she was like "oh that was it?", then i said "no you'll see" and changed the subject. Ofcourse i never mentioned what i was going through, according to @Lucifer_ no one likes a "macho guy who hides his tears" which is what i am IRL but who cares i am me. Then we went to her place. I took photos of the papers then tried to waste time for like 2 min to get the courage to say it. This is when i told her, the exact phrasing of what i told her was. "I adore you and i think about you often but i was too anxious to say so" she turns around and asks me what did i just say, i repeat the same with a stutter at 'nervous'(meanwhile a big ass smile is on her face) then i tell her to have a nice vacation, she tells me likewise and i step out the house, all this in the span of like 35-50s so it was pretty quick. Her reaction was still confusing as always but i still feel like i accomplished something. Still not sure if she likes me or not but her facial expressions seemed to point to the latter.
I don't have any expectations that she might like me back or want to go out, that way i avoid disappointment. She might have wanted to tell me something or whatever but i just said bye so i can keep the feeling of accomplishment in case what she was gonna say was negative (but thar seemed unlikely from her facials expressions). That day was truly cancer so i just wanted to make it better. By the way alongside the "i have something to tell you"...(her)"that was it"...me "no you'll see" thingy which might have been creepy(don't know) is something from which comes my worst fear, that she was just nervously smiling because she thought I'd kill her, torture her and rape her lols. Because on the way to her house i asked her what she thought of me And she said "well you are nice and all but when you talk about ways of torturing people and stuff like that you come off as just a bit weird" And i am like "well i just do that to see the reactions of people I'm talking to"
I'm toooooootally not a psychopathic homicidal lunatic. I'm naaahhht(reference to this :
Ok the end. Weird follow up but still uplifting in some sorts. By the way i am working on replacing everything i lost, one of which are the 2 sticks, i cut a tree branch and started sculpting it to fit the desired proportions:
Now i just have to do the same again and I'd have gotten 1 thing out of the 10+ things i lost back. Oh right i also ordered some
Headphones that'll arrive in like 2 or 3 days. Life sucks but hey you only get 1 am i right? time to get my shit together. Right now after rereading this post and posting it whilst taking a break from organising my room because of the stomach pain I'm experiencing I'll just continue organising my room lols
Thanks for reading
Compilation of cut outs from $UICIDEBOY$ lyrics that i sing so much, making my throat hurt more than the make-shift nooses i try on:
"Leather belt around my neck feels soooo better than the rope i had before, the result's the same but now I'm comfy when i go"
"Locked in my room, 4 black walls, tie the noose, no recall, no resolve, fuck withdrawal, rather shoot up till i feel"
"I'm matter but i don't matter"
"Blood spilling in my motherfucking pimp cup
Used to love the bitch, now she sucking other dicks
So I cut my fucking wrists
Feel like a puddle of piss
$uicide, death of me who gives a fuck
"I am the Lord of loneliness
I'll hold my breath
Just spoke with death
He said he hopes for the best
Told him I'm ropin' my neck
Then I woke up chokin' from the hole in my chest
Somehow I manage to function and hope
Every day got a lump in my throat
That's them pills swallowed whole
Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
End up humpin' they throat
Get the fuck away from me
I hate all of you, faithfully
This world was never made for me
Thankfully I’m trained to see
Past all the lies and righteous sins
I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze"
"Roll up and I'll light a fucking match to the gas, no gas mask
Make it splash and all of a sudden I'm getting ashes
Lasting more than I can fathom
Mass appeal is real it seems
Mass didn't appeal to me
Six, six, six
Wrists glisten cause of slits
Heads missing so I split
Driven apathy, actually traffic
No tragic car accidents happen
You're just a fucking blip
It only matters cause we're matter
Scattering around a hole that gets blacker"
AN INDIRECT IMPERFECT CONFESSION
@one well once you see my school , you will find no difference in the behaviour or gossips of indian and western students
Yes ther is difference between Indian schools an western schools I mean western culture is very different from Indian culture we Indian knowing in the world by culture... that's not our culture having bfs at under 18 either I said under 21 ... you gat my point...
Your most favorite item and why
@evan-elderson yes it was the alphabet of our class back in high school. Our friendship is really tight knit because living in a small town, you practically grow up with your classmates until you form a bond more than friendship. We're all almost like siblings. (I've been classmates and friends with them since I moved schools back in 3rd grade) After graduating high school, we even made a yearly halloween tradition of sleeping over at somebody's house watching horror movies, pigging out, staying up late and talking. I doubt anyone remembers how to read it, I only recognize some of the letters. But if I take my time, I may remember all of the alphabets.
And yes, my parents and I had a great relationship. Like @Abby-83, I was also a daddy's girl and my father's job brought him far away from us. But he died when I was young, in another country half way around the world. It was crippling and it changed me alot. That's the reason why I always wear the ring/necklace. It makes me feel like there's a part of him with me always.
What is your imagination about god?
@damncuteguy god exists",,,,,,,i will say u with reasons another time im tired now
I was also tired because of my day activities this is why I typed some words incorrectly but I just edited them. Our ancestors made great persons to god. It has been found again and again in the history of human thought that every reasoned attempt to avoid philosophy lands a thinker into a new kind of philosophy. I would give you an example of 'Buddha'- Although he was an atheist but he was averse to theoretical speculation, he never wanted to accept nor did he encourage his followers to accept, any course of action without reasoning and criticism. He was extremely rational and contemplative, and wanted to penetrate into the every roots of human existence, and tried to supply the full justification of the ethical principle he followed and taught. His teaching contained the germs of positivism, empiricism and phenomenalism. Because of these reasons his followers divided themselves in two religious schools and then sub-schools. And one of his school 'Mahayana' is the worshipper of God and considers 'Buddha' as a God.
Let’s talk about skipping school!
Some have done it a lot, others would never imagine themselves missing a period, what about you? What’s your opinion on skipping?
I’ve never skipped a class until this year. I used to often call in sick so I’d stay home, but this year a couple of my friends and I have found a breach in our school’s system that allows us to skip with almost no repercussions. XD
Let’s just say I kinda abused of this this recently... only last week I skipped 5 periods and tomorrow I’m intending to skip 3 so I can go to a sweets shop and ToyRus with a friend
I realize this is really not the best of ideas, but this is my last week at this school anyways and next year all my friends are gonna be divided in different schools so why not take this last week to hang out with them?
I don’t really know what’s the point of this topic, just wanted to talk about skipping and hear you out to see how and if you’ve done it.
So tell your skipping stories! I’ve got quite the lot and want to talk about this
Tell me 3 things you remember about kindergarten.
I remember getting sent home because I kissed my Kindergarten boyfriend at the time at recess, and when he told me I was nasty I pushed him in a puddle of mud.
I also remember getting my shoes tied to the desks because I was always getting out of my desk(My teacher did it).
And I remember having to switch schools because I apparently caused to many problems at the school. (But my parents were getting divorced and were sending me to foster care.)