Just been cheated on. Reluctant to love
I don't know why I'm even here!
You are here because you're alone and desperate for attention.
Guess what? Got cheated on? That is your exes fault, and they clearly didn't want a relationship. Guess what again? There are people out there that actually care, and don't cheat. Pick yourself up, and find someone that actually fucking cares about you. Don't let someone who burned you ruin what can be a better life for you.
There is no point in being hung up over someone who didn't give a shit.