PSA FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT THINK ITS OKAY
As I scroll through my instagram and on TWS. As well as just the every day walking around in real life, Ive come to find how much more open everything is. The basic “kms” is a joke, depression and anxiety are now memes, eating disorders are treated like nothing, tossed under the rug. Everything is brought into light. Mental illnesses were once something you kept from everyone, but now everyone knows. They are aware it is an issue. However, why do I still see shaming for it?
Why is the “fat girl” on instagram becoming a meme to stop eating? Stop eating. You dont know her. None of the people who like the picture know her. Nobody who comments and tags their friend knows her pain. They dont know the struggle of waking up every morning and being ashamed to look in the mirror. “You are beautiful in every single way, words cant bring me down”. Quotes like these only go so far. Family support only goes so far. A person can only be strong alone for so long. An eating disorder, just because you know it is an issue, does not just get tossed around. Bulimia, anorexia, purging disorder, they are REAL. Words mean more than what you think. One wrong move, and you have shattered the confidence of a person. Another human being, just like you. Just trying to get by and worry about school/work, getting into college, maybe getting promoted. Just let them be like you, able to look in the mirror. And not only see a beautiful soul and body, but an army of people behind them.
As for depression, I have struggled with this for a long ass time. And no, Im not going to seize opportunity and tell you my shitty story. Im here just to make people aware. I was scrolling through TWS the other day and I saw a few people had posted topics about needing a friend, needing advice, needing just a complete stranger to talk to. Hell, I even saw one announcing they were killing them self. And it made me sick. I felt queasy and sad for them. The replies underneath the post were things like “attention whore”, “a desperate cry for attention”, and even the age old phrase of “kys”. The internet is one of the last places a person would go to. I know at some point we have all felt alone. We have all been sad at one time or another. We have all felt the painful jab of judgement from others. But I bet you can think of one person who would be there for you if they could. One person that could make you laugh when you dont want to. Someone that will sit and listen to you. But maybe..maybe some people dont have such a blessing. Maybe their family isnt there, they lack friends, or they just needed someone who cannot judge them, a stranger. But instead they are only shamed. Shamed for what the feel. An emotion, something they cannot control.
Depression is not a cry for help.
Depression is not a joke.
Depression is not an overnight sickness or common cold.
Its a weight that no matter how hard you try to lift, it only pushes you down. Its like a blank abyss. The darkness slowly consuming you. And as you fight and struggle. Trying to keep your head above water, it only continues to drown you. Now imagine, someone pouring a pail of that darkness over you. The comments of “kys” and “good for nothing”, “stupid”, or “attention whore”. And the abyss finally just consumes you. Depression is not a joke. Its not a cry for attention. Its a need for help, for support. Depression is destruction, a force so strong it can turn a person into a brainless, miserable zombie.
So no, do not think about the end. Do not pass someone off. Just...listen. And to anybody out there that needs assistance, a little light, I will give you the damn sunshine. My private messages are open to anyone that comments below this, I will message you.
I also want to get one thing straight in case the comments blow up. I have called out NO ONE. Although, I would like to. I merely want to bring awareness to the hatred/ignorance thats taking over this community. We are supposed to be here for each other. And maybe not because we are “one big happy internet family”, but because we are all just humans. And we all get to be sad. We all get the right to want support. I never again want to sit back and see people hurt others. I never want to be afraid to comment my opinion.
If anybody has a fucking problem with what I wrote. If you got annoyed by the length or the way I worded something, dont bother. If you find any of what transpires in some of the extreme memes/social media comments, we cannot be friends. There is a difference between a joke and a bad decision.
Looking Fat Girls
Time to Build The Wall & Toss Illegals Over It Back Into Mexico. Audios, Taco NlGGERS
Change something about you or make someone think differently about something.
I did not view my first statement as me stating my problems, it was me stating justification. At what point in that was it saying I was asking for help? Also humor is subjective so I could give a toss on your opinion on that. I say sorry for you misunderstanding what my previous stamens had meant of which caused this downwards I had not intended to fuel.
How good are you at making decisions ?
People often say that they find it hard to make decisions.
Unfortunately we all have to make decisions all the time, ranging from trivial issues like what to have for lunch, right up to life-changing decisions like where and what to study, and who to marry.
Some people put off making decisions by endlessly searching for more information or getting other people to offer their recommendations.
Others resort to decision-making by taking a vote, sticking a pin in a list or tossing a coin.
messages are guidance
One of the best message I have Gotttt. ...
Take chances.. Tell the truth... Learn to say NO... spend money on the things tath u love... Laugh till ur stoach hurts... Dance Even if u are too bad at it... Pose stupidly for photos... Be child-like... Moral:Death is not greatest toss in life., Loss is when
life dies inside u while u are alive.... ---------> Celebrate this event called
When I go to sleep,
it never gets that deep,
because I spend all night,
thinking of how we might,
have another chance together.
You've made my life so much better,
by being with me,
I'm just so filled with glee.
It's hard to want to close my eyes,
because I've already won my prize.
I toss and turn all night,
and try to sleep but I'm too filled with delight.
I wake up earlier than I normally do,
because I've taken a drink from your brew,
I'm so happy this is my new normality.
I want this to never stop and I already know,
it will never have to because you're my rainbow.
How did you come up with your username???
So back in 2012 I made a club penguin account. I spent many nights, tossing and turning to find the right name. I loved mushrooms at the time and thought that I would want a Ph.D. so I came up with Dr. Toadstool. I later shortened it to DrToadstool. I used this username everywhere but I soon realized how gross it was. It's too long to say in normal conversation so ppl would end up saying either Docter, Toad, or DrT all which were kind of gross in my opinion. I needed a shorter version of my name so I made it slurmpydrt then slurmpydirt then finally Dirt. Sometimes Dirt is already taken so I'll change it to DirtGO, DirtOG or any number of slight modifications.
Gooodddd morningggg, Rise and Shine
Well, Im getting back into scene-set question. So just...roll with it.
Good morning Beautiful. Its officially 8 am, time to get up and start the day. You wake up and toss your covers back.
What color are your favorite pajamas?
As you drowsily walk around, you pull open your closet door and peer in, time to get dressed.
Describe your favorite shirt
Once that is complete, you head downstairs to get some breakfast and something to drink
What is your favorite breakfast food
If you had to choose one, would you rather mix three juices (which kind?) or have to drink water for the rest of your days on earth?
You sit down at the countertop and scroll through your phone, responding to text messages, taking ugly selfies to send to your bestie on snapchat. Then you end up on TWS.
Who is the first user you pm, and/or the first thing you find yourself doing
Now that your morning routine is complete, you hop in the car and get ready to drive to your favorite place
On the way there you turn on the radio and spend the majority of your day jamming out to music, and sing along to your favorite song .
So, if you didnt catch all the questions:
1.What color are your favorite pajamas?
- Describe your favorite shirt
3.What is your favorite breakfast food.
4.Would you rather have to mix three juices (which ones) or drink water for the rest of your life?
- What is the first thing you do when logging into TWS/ Who is the first person you pm?
- Favorite place
- Favorite song
Now that it is all done, its 6 am and Im going back to bed 🤟🏽
Choose a game you love (or tolerate) in each category!
@bushmurry 1 - First Person Shooter - I'd say... Hmmm... Maybe the Killzone series (Except for Shadowfall... That was complete shit... Lol) That's the only one that kinda stands out to me for some reason. The rest are just plain simple shooters... I'm A open world RPG type of guy. But maybe Battlefield is A good exception as well. (COD can just... Die... Please...) OH! But maybe TF2 as well! (But I can't play that anymore because their matchmaking system is terrible now...)
2 - Platform Game - Honestly... I don't really have any particular favorite Platform game. My games use 'Elements' of platforming, (Like most do.) but never really played A "Full on" Platform game for the fun of it. It really just depends... But to me, the whole genre doesn't seem like "Game of the Year" material anymore...
3 - Fighting Game - Again... Not A huge fan of this genre just for the fact that it's just all the same. (Like most FPS's.) But it's still fun as hell sometimes! So I'd say, Either Mortal Kombat X or Tekken 7. These games are both great and exceptional games that are fluid and fun. I use to like playing the WWE games with my brother. But they arn't really 'Great'.
4 - Racing Game - Use to love Grand Turismo. (Grew up with it with my PS1 and 2. Lol) But not very appealing to me anymore. I usually just race occasionally on GTA Online. (Because who doesn't?).
5 - Role Playing Game - A toss up with either Fallout 4, GTA V, Witcher 3 and Mount & Blade. (So many! You can't make me Choose!!! I won't let you! Cowers)
6 - Strategy Game - Oh BOI! XCOM man is so fucking fun! Lol... (Played the older ones and Enemy Unknown is still my favorite!) But I love when my RPG games have some elements of Strategy implemented in them as well. Civilization series arn't too bad. Also Age of Empires... Love that game so much when I was younger. (Probably one of my first PC games I can remember)
7 - Sports Game - Really just depends... This genre has none of my "Go to games" But they are fun to past time. So I'd say when I have it installed and not lagging my ass off on PC. Rocket League is fun. But I never mind kicking somebody's ass on A Fifa game or two when a person ask's me to play with them. Lol.
Sorry I type too much... Lol...