this is a ...disturbing topic, care to shed some background? any time of violence or abuse is not tolerated here or in person
What would you do if you had 24 hours left of your life?
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@tina wow that's so detailed I like (y)
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@kek I actually did this.
I was planning on committing suicide and I made a bucket list of things I wanted to do the day before I died. I got through a lot of it.
Most of them actually involved food. I fuckin’ love eating. Went to my favorite fast food place, and my favorite coffee shop. I bought myself a $8 ice cream cone because fuck it, I’m gonna die.
I did not save money. I think I bought something, that was not cheap, but who cares? I have 10K in the bank and I’ll be dead soon. (I didn’t spend even a considerable amount of that money, because material possessions kind of became irrelevant.) I bought a couple gifts for my roommate, too.
There were a lot of things I did for the “last time.” Walk to my favorite park, hang out by the river and take in the view from a drawbridge (I wasn’t going to jump).
I also went through a kind of mourning process. I was sad that it was the last time I’d get lunch at my university market. Never walk through those doors again. As I texted my two best friends, I regretted that I wouldn’t be able to receive their messages anymore. I sent a lot of hearts and smiley faces, and reread old texts.
I messaged my parents, told them I loved them and generally acted like I wasn’t supposed to die the next day. I wanted my friends and family to remember me as a happy person.
If I remember correctly, I even went to some of my classes. It was a weight off my shoulders to be able to go to class without the pressure of grades riding on me, and I kind of enjoyed the learning. Although it was disturbing being in a room of people who had no idea I wouldn’t be coming back.
Obviously I didn’t kill myself. I didn’t even end up attempting (shit went down). But I had thought I was going to die. And the experience afterwards was surreal: doing things, seeing things, and talking to people—I thought I would never do them again. I had mourned them but I got them back.
For all that it’s worth, I have had only 24 hours before dying. I just happened to live to write about it.
[This was fictional] Dont try this at home.
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@emily comitting suicide ? :o, why would you do that ?
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@kek 24 hours eh? Well, might not be to extravagant, but ill call my boss, tell him I quit, and me and my son are going out on the lake fishing all day. I'm a slave to my job, take my work super serious, but, spending time with my world, that's all I need, all did want, is pass a happy man
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@kek Lol everoy1 knows that. but i try to b myself
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I spend the time trying to get an extension
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@kek spending more with my family. thats all i need,
and also i could call my boss and say freely: "DBAA" !
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@sologeek I like the DBAA thing lol xD
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@emily emily you are articulate and intelligent and pretty to boot. If i didn't think you'd shoot me down i'd be at your door with flowers and a box chocolates. I was gona say box of rubbers but i didn't think u would see my twisted sense of humor ;O
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write my will, binge on all the junk food I've restricted during my life, and finally drive any car while screaming my favourite songs all the way to the ocean and lay there until I die
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We would unban Kek. As he used to he a very good user.
TalkWithStranger Dev Team
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im actually laughing at this
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@tina loved how detailed you were with your last 24 hours. It was a very interesting last day!
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@manroe he* got it from online
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@kek I will marry kek.
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@sarah is that how you do it in pakistan?
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It all depends on my mood on my last day. Ideally I would spend half of it trying to see things I have never seen and always wanted to see. Scouting for my final scenery. I would take a bunch pics of my middle finger till I find the best one that perfectly gets the statement across. Then tell the boss things aren't working out I need to request a leave of absence effective immediately. Nearing my final hour i start to play my favorite artist as loud as possible while attempting to get drunk. And start sending that special "middle finger pic" around to everyone I felt deserve it. Set my lockscreen and background as the middle finger and then just wait for it to end.
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i'll go for a road trip, and try those dare devil activities like skydiving, bungee jumping, and ill eat everything along the way.
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I'll get myself and my friends tickets to watch an NBA game live. And then sit by the seashore, drink beer and sleep on the sand. :)
